the importance of one’s own well being


the decision you make to leave

has nothing to do with the people around you.

you can love and appreciate them

for helping you to grow,

for being your family when you needed one most,

but at the end of the day,

you must ask yourself,

how do I feel?

am I happy?




He’s so alive in my head,

because all I remember

is that time

that I accidentally opened the front door into his face.

And how his cheeks turned beet red,

and I laughed so hard that I fell on the carpet.

But today I couldn’t laugh.

I could only sob myself awake

for all of the people in his life who loved him,

for all the people that he touched,

for the loss of someone who was connected to each of us in some important way.

You were a part of our growing up,

our happiness,

our dreams.

You were so loved, dear.

You will always be loved.



I Knew I Never Liked Advertising

I put your name in the papers

and then told her to open the page.

I paid for the ink.

And now I’m like the editor,

who’s running around

trying to pick up all of yesterday’s prints,

hoping that nobody will see the mistake I made.

Hoping that you will see me panting on the sidewalk,

trying to catch my breath,

and stop to ask me why.