Retrospect

A lot of the time,

things feel like a blur.

Sometimes,

it feels like I don’t know anything.

I don’t even know how to feel

or what I am thinking.

I just let my body move

and let the words come out of my mouth,

or not.

It’s not until time has gone by,

and I can let the reality of the passing days sink in,

that I manage to get some sort of an answer.

Maybe I don’t know what I want now.

Maybe I don’t know what I’m feeling,

or thinking,

or if I’m ready for any of this.

Maybe I don’t have a plan.

I’m just living in the moment,

comprehending my life in retrospect.

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